2 weeks rest

i just finished 1 week of my 2 weeks rest. i really am not doing anything significant, waking up early morning so kokoy can drop me here (his parents house because i will be all alone in our place), then sleep some more once i arrive, read books, watch tv, surf the net, eat, etc. for some this may sound good but trust me, it's booorrriing! good thing, ate cooky (my former household head in sfc) visited me last monday and we chatted for i think 2 hours. last night kokoy & i went to the grocery (but we really need to walk slowly for my sake) & we met up with my sis jeng, anna & ate dothy for a cup of coffee afterwards. tonight, we're going to attend a thanksgiving mass for kc (one of our co-household member in cfc) for cheating death in a terrible accident last saturday.

honestly, i alse feared going back to work not because of the tons of work waiting for me but the stress it will give me. i honestly think that what caused my internal bleeding was due to the stress in my work. i would not want this to happen again as i don't want to risk losing my baby. kokoy & my boss kept on telling me to take it easy, how can i when employees & bosses from other departments want this & that asap! as much as i want to "take it easy" at work i just can't. this stuff got me thinking the past week. i just hope that when i get back, i have an assistant already because i told my boss that i would not want this to happen again & that when i'm not feeling well, i won't force myself to work like i used to when i was not yet pregnant.