Wedding Turmoil

I think the effect of wedding turmoil is getting into our nerves (my fiance and I). We get irritable, at times irrational, overly reactive and we experience depression every now & then. Last night was the worst so far, my fiance snapped. He was talkative when we were having dinner then when he was interrupted because of something I did, he lost his mood. Afterwards, we went to meet our friends and he was quiet the whole time. On our way home, he was still quiet. I tried to entertain him the best way I could, I talked non-stop, asked him a couple of questions, I sang ...if I could dance inside the car I would do it. I did everything but to no avail and so I lost my mood ...I must admit that I became overly sensitive and I said something that made him explode. We tried to talk (I wouldn't elaborate on the details) but I guess when you're both not in the mood, no decent and rational conversation would come out of it.

I contemplated on this when I was home. And I concluded that, we are both pressured with our wedding preparations and money constraint. I know it's just but natural but I guess what's making things worse is that we lack support from our elders particularly from our parents. My mom is so demanding (she wants to invite a lot of people whom I never saw in my entire life), she's becoming such a pain in the neck (people who knew me really well has a clue on this one). Kokoy's dad is out of the country and his stepmom may be busy with other things. A lot of our friends are offering help but of course it's different when you're actually doing the preparations with your parents. I can't help but think of my dad at this point in time. If he's still alive I know that he would be more than willing to extend his help to us. He would probably go with us in meeting people for the crucial things in our wedding. I know this because he's done the same thing during my debut and during our preparation for my sister's surprise debut party. We've done everything together. Oh well, I guess we have to accept whatever and whomever we have now. We just need to show our commitment to each other and to God now more than ever. After all, our union as husband and wife is also our union with God. We must offer all these turmoil we are going through as our sacrifice for His plan for us. We just need to keep the faith going.

Pls. pray for us as well.