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i am so emotional at the moment...many circumstances happened that easily made an impact on me. i have so many questions, doubts and fears all kept inside me. i'm still thankful though that there are people who understands...ms. libeth tried to comfort me and my husband has a ready hug for me when i went home. probably God is just waking me up from my deep slumber. i must admit that my prayer time with Him lessened and i don't wanna make excuses for it, it's really my shortcoming. i thought that with all the things that happened in my life before...i'm invincible & can tackle whatever challenges that soon will come my way. i was wrong. i realized that i can still get emotional & be affected if things are not working out... but there's one thing i know though...there's a reason for everything...and that God will reveal it to me in His perfect time. as what Graciel's e-mail this morning said,
"... SO DON'T BE TOO WORRIED ABOUT EVERYTHING,
TREASURE EVERY MOMENT, DO WHAT YOU WISH TO DO.....
BROADEN YOUR VIEW, BROADEN YOUR MIND,
ALWAYS REMEMBER, YOU'RE AN IMPORTANT PIECE IN A BIGGER PICTURE AND GOD'S IN CONTROL"