just bear with me on this one

I'm feeling really emotionally drained lately. There are moments when I want to shout and just disappear for awhile. I feel so helpless, confused, sick of everything, etc. It's really a mixture of emotions. I know I'm not making any sense here and I don't even want to sound sensible. For once, I don't want to rationalize what I feel. There are actually events which transpired to make me feel this way but I don't want to write about it. I wish I am in a different situation...if I could just be somewhere else and have a moment of peace even just for awhile...