2 weeks rest

i just finished 1 week of my 2 weeks rest. i really am not doing anything significant, waking up early morning so kokoy can drop me here (his parents house because i will be all alone in our place), then sleep some more once i arrive, read books, watch tv, surf the net, eat, etc. for some this may sound good but trust me, it's booorrriing! good thing, ate cooky (my former household head in sfc) visited me last monday and we chatted for i think 2 hours. last night kokoy & i went to the grocery (but we really need to walk slowly for my sake) & we met up with my sis jeng, anna & ate dothy for a cup of coffee afterwards. tonight, we're going to attend a thanksgiving mass for kc (one of our co-household member in cfc) for cheating death in a terrible accident last saturday.

honestly, i alse feared going back to work not because of the tons of work waiting for me but the stress it will give me. i honestly think that what caused my internal bleeding was due to the stress in my work. i would not want this to happen again as i don't want to risk losing my baby. kokoy & my boss kept on telling me to take it easy, how can i when employees & bosses from other departments want this & that asap! as much as i want to "take it easy" at work i just can't. this stuff got me thinking the past week. i just hope that when i get back, i have an assistant already because i told my boss that i would not want this to happen again & that when i'm not feeling well, i won't force myself to work like i used to when i was not yet pregnant.

our baby is coming on august:)

it was the best christmas gift i got. last december 24, i took the pregnancy test because my period was already delayed for a week & the test showed 2 lines which means i'm pregnant! why did i write about this just now? simply because i was praning, although i have all the signs of being pregnant (nausea, vomitting, tiredness,etc) i wanted to see my baby first before finally writing about this. when i had my first pre-natal check-up last jan. 2, the doctor just conducted a pap smear & gave me medicines, folart for the baby's brain development and duphaston, she just wanna make sure that the baby will hold on and she told us to meet her yesterday for the first ultrasound to check for possible problems & to see if the baby is alive. i want to make sure that our baby is alive & indeed he/she is. his/her (cannot say the gender yet) heart beats so fast & there was already a movement. it was so nice to see our baby for the first time (nahihiya lang si koy sa doctor pero muntik na daw sya maiyak). we saw in the computer that the baby is already nine weeks & three days old and is coming on august 23. there's a slight problem though, i have an internal bleeding & i need to rest for 2 weeks. the doctor said it's normal, there just might be a membrane that was damaged, i just need to rest & continue using duphaston. i hope after this, everything will turn out fine. please pray for me.